Thursday, 25 April 2019

Murk


Ascend thou while she sinks,
Why dost you blur contour,  a lane that leads where I to be,
Where would you rather have me?
All slumber,  I thine only existence.

Thy,  a babbling Brook,
Winding uncertain nook.

Blind I, twig in thine robe
Where is your land, far- high, where does it lie.
Naked, striped off of fertility in thine hollowness.
Nostalgic feel I,  have I been here or born just yesterday.

slither thou like a snake,
Plucked I from my nest,
When have you gone so far, why I stood at this side of lake.

Your tender silence grinds my impatience.
You fade, fade you. sad I, why? who am I?
Is this where had we part,  leaving no trace in my heart.
Turned I, few step away where every thread tie to restart T.r



Wednesday, 24 April 2019

Regrets


Plucked


Relationship

Relationship that happens naturally blossom more unconditionally.. A botanist could never feel its depth.
She would always remain only an admirer T.r
Goes she flutter above me.
Pluck..
Upon palm she fell, who is he to be? ..
 took it off through me..
Duck..
leaped with it.
Her last breath..

Monday, 22 April 2019

An immature man

A boy.. Like a toy
In a constant stream he flows.. I watch as he grows.. My presence he knows.. Admires he, me as a mountain on it he sees a lane that goes.. Turn ahead..  He tilts in sad..  A poem he must have read..  So he does leave blowing last few rows.  T.r


Regret I every single day


Regret I everyday single day,
Left what I have loved,
Never thought I would say--
Feel like every second is due, gotta I pay,
Meaning has gone,
New purpose seems wrong,
The things that couldn't be done--
is a flame in which everyday I burn.  T.r

Sunday, 21 April 2019

You as Sunset

I liked you.. You know I like you not in that way.. But in a way like a sunset as it goes so does I was willing not to expect it linger anymore..  Cuz I got my own mountain to climb..  But I was stood at that shore while it glimpse for a last time..  But couldn't see it.. Nor I remained there.. It became a point of past..  As I cross many Mountain it remain at my back..
When I turn all I see cloud
Is it frustration that makes you feel burn, in pain, can't scream loud
Fear that might I be percieved as thunder..
This as my face as I lay my last gaze
Don't want to cause any ripple
I, Traveller, got plan, got ahead many days..
Don't want to be remembered
Just tilt in my way..
                               T.R

Sunday, 7 April 2019

Ode on her lies

She played a trick upon me with her word..  She a good writer but used it like a sword.. 
I who was hopeless saw her as a light..  Thought I was in a wrong way, might she make it right.. 
I was robbed at night..  
Blind I clutched her very tight..
Couldn't see my life that was dangling below her knief.. 
Took her upon my heart.. 
Made me glow by her sight..  
Why would she do..  
Never knew..  Didn't see it coming.. 
lay low stabbed by a dart.. 
Used, thrown, tossed but still in my mind her eyes were beaming..
Never forget..  The day! The day we met..

Saturday, 9 March 2019

You


Just wants to close my eyes not to open again..
My Darknling last breath urges to picture you to soothes my pain..to remind myself how alone am I.. Stood far away in this unknown lane..

Many moments have we blinked
But not to be together at the other side of the end..

You gave me pain not to take back..
I bestowed it upon my blossom as it grows into a pile and a top I made my throne..
The realization was too much for me not to see this is way I was born..
Don't just say.. A stranger to a friend was a mistake..
U know we both wanted to build a house by a lake
...






Sunday, 11 February 2018

Her remnants...

A breath of mine escaped into an unknown wind,
I remained seated gazing, while it took dead leaves along with it.

Last time I met with her, she didn't even recognise me,
The memory of us still linger upon warm pain like a dew.
Plunged into an exuberant zyphre, know not where it come from..know not where it goes.

I muse, half I utter and half Cresent eulogy darkling remained unsaid.
The weight of regret summons the palm of pain and it grabs my asunder heart, till he be satisfied, till it be quenched...
I remained seated stilly...



Friday, 9 February 2018

Everyday i wore friendship upon my fragile self... at piercing cold night, and sail across the dark alley.

Friendship is like a helmsman who steer a boat across his street for dine before we set off again along with dawn.

He knows like a wind who carries a seed of life over the dead leaves but still it flutter, like a stain it won't wore off.

There absence makes me feel like an emptying void,
Yesterday's cheerfulness evening makes today to envy of it but accept an inevitable loneliness.





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